Tum ho toh
Khawishein bhi hai,
Kaash tum na ho
Toh khwab nahi hai,
Tum ho toh
Chahtein bhi hai,
Kaash tum na ho
Toh icchaien nahi hai,
Tum ho toh
Pyaar bhi hai,
Izhaar bhi hai,
Kaash tum na ho
Tum ho toh,
Toh han bhi hai,
Inkaar bhi hai,
Kaash tum na ho,
Mere ishq ka deedar,
Mere alfaaz ki pookar,
Meri han ka inkaar,
Ho tum,
Meri ruh ki chavi ,
Meri kavita ki kavi,
Me Satlej, toh Ravi,
Ho tum,
Mere likhne ki wajah,
Mere jeene ki chah ho tum,
Mere rukne ki wajah,
Mere bhadne ki rah ho tum,
Meri burai ki wajah,
Meri “wah” ho tum,
Kaash tum na ho,
Kyunki meri nibharta ho tum
Najane kyun tujhse jooda hun mein,
Najane kyun tujhse joohdha hun mein,
Kyun aaj bhi me tujhe chahta hun,
Kyun aaj bhi tujhe dekh na pata hun,
Kaise nahi dikhta tujhe mere dil ka haal,
Kaise nahi hua tujhe mujhse pyaar.
Kaise chodh kar jaa sakti hai tu mujhe,
Kaise chah kar bhi wapis nahi aa saki tu?
Kaise nahi sunai di tujhe meri pookar,
Kaise bhah gaya tujhe kisi aur ka pyaar?
Kaise kisi ki bhahon me samah gai tu,
Kaise sab ek pal me bhoolah gai tu?
Kaise waqt nahi hai tujhe baar baar,
Jab me daudha chala aata hun harr baar,
Tum ho toh
Umeedien bhi hai,
Kaash tum nahi ho
Toh wajah hi na ho,
Tum ho toh,
Naajane kyun dil darta hai,
Kaash tum na ho,
Toh Wajood hi nahi ho.
Another day that went by,
Another day yet to die,
On the couches, we just lay,
Just sleeping through another day.
And then I see my workload,
And it gives me collywobbles.
But then it would just die out,
I’ll lie down again, for I’m stout.
Look outside, it raining heavy,
No one works when the weather’s so merry,
And then I would look at my kitchen,
The mess gives me collywobbles.
But who needs to cook when you can just order,
Call for the same dishes and play the recorder,
I’m not going to talk to a stranger, geez,
But then who would order for the extra cheese?
I think about it and I smell cheese,
The fragrance gives me collywobbles.
I’ll just have chips and lie down here,
And procrastinate even though deadline’s near,
Oh dear, the deadline’s near,
Well, let’s just wish I disappear,
I would have worked day in-and-out,
But not procrastinating, give me collywobbles.
I saw a girl and I said, “Hey!”,
No, it wasn’t a loud shout,
She didn’t even hear it,
That exclamation is for grammar no doubt,
It was a text, on her Insta profile,
I thought she’d reply, maybe,
She didn’t but I keep checking,
If she followed me back, maybe?
.
I stalked her profile,
I stalked her,
I saw her friends,
I saw her,
I checked the chat,
I checked her post,
If she replied to me, maybe?
If she followed me, maybe?
.
I try so hard,
To get to her,
She drifts apart,
I said to her,
It wasn’t a shout,
I wasn’t even loud,
She didn’t even hear it, maybe?
Will she follow me, maybe?
.
Years, down I still hope,
Years, later I still remember,
I look at her, once in a while,
I sit on the couch, looking at the ember,
Away in my thoughts,
Planning my next trip,
I’m a billionaire, I run firms,
I’m famous, my fan confirms.
.
She follows me now,
With millions of other,
I don’t follow back,
The revenge, the curse,
She unfollows and follows back,
So that I notice,
I get a text on I don’t reply,
She wants me now that I’m otis.
.
She said, “Hey!”,
No, it wasn’t a loud shout,
I didn’t even hear it,
That exclamation is for grammar no doubt,
It was a text, on my Insta profile,
She thought I’d reply, maybe,
“We were in same school, remember?
Can you follow me, maybe?”
There’s a lot more to life than the counted breaths,
There’s a lot more to life than tears and sweats,
There’s a lot more to life than dumbs and sages,
There’s a lot more to relationships than unforeseen rages,
.
There’s missed and missing,
There’s presence and missing,
Even around someone you are alone,
And two are together even on the phone.
.
There’s presence of someone for a lot of your years,
They’ve been with you, even through your tears,
They are not a part of your life,
But they are what you call life.
.
So when someone asked you for the first time,
“How’s life, is it fine?”
You said and you wish you can say this until death,
“My life’s at home sleeping and at good health.”
.
And then she went missing,
But only for you.
For she still post her pictures,
With her friends and crew.
.
You miss that someone,
But they don’t even know,
You can’t undo it,
And there’s no spring after snow.
Have you ever missed something, but you don’t know what it is?
Have you ever found something, but you don’t know what it is?
In play of the chambers of the human heart,
There you stand gorgeous, the dagger to my heart.
.
Today again, I stand alone, in the desert of the hearts,
Searching its ends and the starts,
I’m waiting for the end to come,
Still standing, have hope; some.
.
Hope that you’ll come back to me,
As in every grain of sand, you I see,
I’m happy outside, but from within I cry,
Like water in this desert, for you, I die.
.
Don’t know where this begins; don’t know where it ends,
But I’m happy and I’ll wait for you, my heart pretends
Where you’ve gone, disappeared so far, somewhere apart,
Still within me, in one of the several chambers of my heart.
.
Come back, and complete me,
Just one glace of you can set my soul free,
You don’t know, how much do you matter to me,
If you aren’t, then how could I be?
.
It’s just the body, and the heart inside is a mole,
It kills me somehow, because you are its soul,
It is difficult to breathe, here without you,
I can’t and just can’t live without you.
.
Come back to me,
And please complete our ‘we’,
As it’s me and only me who stands,
In this, lonely maze of sands.
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Duniya se ladkar,
Duniya se bach kar,
Tujhse ek wada kiya tha mene,
Har pal marr kar
Har pal darr kar,
Tujhe apne pass rakha tha mene,
Darte darte inta darr gaya,
Ki tujhse hi darne laga tha me,
Uss dar ki yaad me din yuhi guzar jata hai,
Dil tujhse na mil sake, toh teri parchai se milna chahta hai.
Aaj duniya diwaani hai,
Mujhse milne ke liye,
Kyun, yeh toh me nahi janta
Par mujhe diwaangi hai,
Tujhse milne ke liye
Kyun, yeh toh me nahi janta.
Uss pagli ka pagal hu me,
Uss Heer ka Ranjha hun me,
Uss Diwangi ki yaad me din yuhi Guzar jata hai,
Dil tujhse na mil sake, toh teri parchai se milna chahta hai.
Kabhi nahi samjha tune,
Kabhi nahi jaana tune,
Kitna jalta hun me,
Jab tere saath koi hota hai,
Jab tujhse koi kuch bolta hai,
Kitna sadta hun me,
Tere liye un sabko bhaga diya mene,
Unn sabki tasveeron ko jala diya mene,
Teri bewafiyon me, din yuhi guzar jata hai,
Dil tujhse na mil sake, toh teri ruh se milna chahta hai.
Na jaane me kyun darta tha,
Na jaane me kyun jalta hun,
Jab tu meri kabhi thi hi nahi,
Toh me kyun yeh sochta tha,
Toh me kyun yeh sochta hun,
Tu meri kabhi hogi hi nahi,
Wapis aaegi tu, me yeh janta hun,
Mere saath rahegi tu, me janta hun
Tab tak
Hamari tesveeron me, teri muskurahat me sama jata hun me,
Aur har pal, bas yehi magta hun me,
Teri yaadon me, din bas yuhi guzar jae,
Tu nahi, toh teri parchai mil jae.
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Waade bahot kiye the tujhse,
Koi bhi pura nahi kar saka mein,
Koshishein puri ki thi mene,
Par koi koshish puri nahi kar saka mein,
Tujhe khush rakhne ka waada kar,
Teri hassi ka qatil bana me,
Unn yaadon me jeeta hun,
Jinme me tera na ho saka me,
Waqt ke harr pal badalne se pareshaan hun,
Fir bhi har lamha teri yaad me bita raha hun me,
Kahin mile toh usse kehna,
Harr waada nibha raha hun me.
Kehna toh bahot kuch hai,
Par magar me keh nahi pata,
Mohabatton ka tufaan sama hai mujhme,
Magar me jataa nahi pata,
Tere darwaze pe baitha rehta hun,
Na jaane tu kab laut aae,
Nahi aaegi yeh janta hun,
Par dil yeh samjh nahi pata,
Dil ke lagataar dhadkne se pareshaan hun,
Fir bhi har dhadkan tere naam sajha raha hun me,
Kahin mile toh usse kehna,
Har waada nibha raha hun me.
Unn rasto pe chalta hun,
Jinpe teri yaad basti hai,
Jinpe teri muskurahat,
Aur teri chaal ki masti hai,
Dua karta hun ki aaj tujhe dekh saku,
Chahe door se ek jhalak hi sahi,
Kyunki meri duniya thamb jati hai
Jab tu hasti hai.
Sadkon ke yunn achanak mudne se pareshaan hun,
Fir bhi har mod pe tera naam daura raha hun me,
Kahin mile toh usse kehna
Harr waada nibha raha hun me.
Chahe samundrah tere pair chuhe,
Maaf tu mujhe kabhi karegi nahi,
Galti meri thi me janta hun,
Par kya ek kadam bhi tu chalegi nahi?
Tere liye me milon bhaga hun,
Harr cheeze chod di jo mujhe pyaari thi,
Ek baar mujhse baat toh karle,
Meri ruh itni jalegi nahi,
Aatmao ki yeh gazab mulakaat se pareshaan hun,
Fir bhi teri naarazgi ki wajha raha hun me,
Kahin mile toh usse kehna,
Harr waada nibha raha hun me.